I'm 25...and since i was 21 I've been feeling spirituality becoming a part of my life no matter how skeptical and analytical i can be. One side of my wants to believe that its just the layout of the land. We live in extremely religious times... where people who can not find solace in this world in rational science struggle to find solace in believing that what and who we are is governed by an intelligent design...someone at the helm.

In my early 20's I came to conclusion that all belief in aguiding god...a force beyond us telling us what to do and what not to do was false and all religion did stem from our primal animal fear of Death...and that mingled with our intellect.. our ability to even question the question.

I still believe the same thing but being around rational Christians in the past 3 months has lead me to embrace the idea of "everyones god". I believe that the idea of seeing beyond yourself is better than not. The idea of a spiritual leader and creator is like muscle onto bone. I can accept that.

What i can't accept is dogma...and at 25 it seems that that is seperating for me. I honor spirituality now moreso than any point of my life. Although i still believe it's psychological... i believe in the ineffable. Firmly.